Jesse Tall and Thin

I'm really aspiring to lose some weight or at least get some motivation to start. I'll be uploading monthly pics, a weekly general food intake (for accountability), my diet plan, and other ramblings about trying to get fit in a healthy way. I'm a tall gal, 5'11" and if I were to describe myself in terms of size I'd say that I am big and tall and all kinds of awesome sexy. I want to learn and engrave in my mind healthy eating habits and the importance of regular exercise. I hope to join the community of diet blogs for inspiration, motivation, and support. FOLLOW IF YOU LIKE!!
Naomi Shimada for Asos Curve.   My all time favorite model.  

Naomi Shimada for Asos Curve.  

My all time favorite model.  

birneviselin: Umursamazlığın resmi. Lennon? be mine, cool cat.

birneviselin:

Umursamazlığın resmi.

Lennon?

be mine, cool cat.

thinspo?  yeah, i use plus size models as thinspiration, they’re just more visual appealing to me than size 4 people my height.  i want to be slightly thinner than this.  i totally <3 tara lynn.

thinspo?  yeah, i use plus size models as thinspiration, they’re just more visual appealing to me than size 4 people my height.  i want to be slightly thinner than this.  i totally <3 tara lynn.

YOOOOOOO

So I’m taking over my old blog to turn it into a diet one!!!!  I’m really aspiring to lose some weight or at least get some motivation to start.  I’ll be uploading monthly pics, a weekly general food intake (for accountability), my diet plan, and other ramblings about trying to get fit in a healthy way.  I’m a tall gal, 5’11” and if I were to describe myself in terms of size I’d say that I am big and tall and all kinds of awesome sexy.  I’m not going to lie and say I’m totally uncomfortable and that I think I’m fat and ugly, but I totally don’t feel that way.  In fact, I felt fatter six years ago, and I was a hundred pounds lighter!  But I’m totally comfortable in my skin now, I just don’t want my weight and size to define how the rest of my life is going to be.  I want to learn and engrave in my mind healthy eating habits and the importance of regular exercise.  I hope to join the community of diet blogs for inspiration, motivation, and support.  Follow if you like!  DUECES! 

the panic in needle park.

totally me lately.

totally me lately.

fuck.

Well..  I just wrote like two paragraphs about how much despair I’m in and how fucking wayward I’ve been, but my computer froze and I lost it all.  So fuck it.  Whatever…  Here’s the chalked up version…

I’m not sure if I’m where I’m supposed to be in my life…  something is missing…  and It’s been getting to me lately.. I’m fucking stressed with school and I’ve been fucking up a lot lately.  Some peoples’ true colors are showing…  and I’m kind of disgusted but I also have to remember that I’m not perfect by any standard.  Oh and I really need to hide my passive agressiveness more…  or just not be so passive agressive…  or just not be passive agressive at all.